hey loves..

i got a new xanga now..

its

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=bleeding_mascara08

so yea i wont be useing this one any more....bai loves

Currently Playing Sounding the Seventh Trumpet By Avenged Sevenfold We come out at night see related

hey pple...today was not really good for me. i felt like shit once again....my back dosnt hurt that much ne more but it still hurts to sit up strait. omg its been 5 weeks since i've stoped cutting..and counting!! and its been 2 weeks i've gone without smokeing (ciggs)....yep!!! so im doing good so far! OMG im gonna fail this year..my overall percent in math is a 3.5%....thats really bad. and i have an F in most of my other classes too. oh well..if i get helled back i'll still see my friends and stuff..and i'll hopefully be in some of jakes classes. but that will only happen if i get help back of course..lol! im hopeing im not because i'll be in summer school..and my parents said i would be grounded all summer if i get held back...i doubt that will even happen..they know what happens to me when they do stuff like that..i cut. well i havent latly but still...i know if i wont be able to see any of my friends or jake im gonna end up doing it again. well i have reasearch i got to get to..yes im actually doing homework  its amazing..hehe..bai loves

I Love Jake Robinson

Currently Playing Anthem By Less Than Jake see related

hey loves, how is everyone. today is the most boringist day of my life. is raining..i cant go any where and no one came over so yea its boring. last night at the dance i had fun..hehe! it was awesome except for near the end of the dance when all my energy went away and i had to leave jake. but yea after that i went home and did nothing..so yea this weekend was ok..but i wish i would of been able to go somewhere like stay the night somewhere except stay home all weekend.well im gonna go now..bai loves

I Love Jake Robinson

oh yea here is a lil quize thingy..hehe

You

name: Ashley Sue Hammiel

birthday: June 1st, 1989

age: 15

state: ohio

school: Lebanon High School

Friends

best: Kait and Katlyn

friendliest: Molly

prettiest: Ashley

most trustworthy: emily

least trustworth: Jerrid

craziest: katlyn

most outgoing: Alex

who you could last for a long time with and not get sick of: Jake even though hes more then a friend

who you cant stand for a long time: Jerrid

Lately have you..

kissed someone? yes

cuddled? yes

gotten in a fight(physical/non-physical)? yep

played a sport? umm...if running is a sport then yes i guess

traveled? no

danced? yes last night

had a sleepover? not recently no

made a new friend? no not really..im a mean person..heh

made a long distance phone call? nope

This or That

kisses or hugs: kisses

tv or movie: movie

summer or winter: summer

coke or pepsi: coke

bath or shower: shower

night or day: night

lipstick or lipgloss: lipgloss

sweats or jeans: jeans

sweaters or shirts: shirts

Out of your friends.. Who is the...

Loudest?: Alex
Quietest?: i donno..were all loud
Shyest?: umm..i donno
Most outgoing?: Alex
Funniest?: Dee
Most depressing?: thats most of us
Coolest?: everyone!!!
Sexiest?: hehe..kaitlyn....shhhhhh dont tell anyone

Cutest?: ...i donno

Best singer?: kait

 Best author/authoress?: hell i donno
Best poem writer?: Jake or Katlyn
One most likely to die before age 25?: i dont even wanna think aboot that..their my friends
One most likely to be in jail before the age of 25?: hahaha..thats like most of us

Most gothic?: Katlyn
Most punk?: Brittney
Prepiest?: sorry...Alex...i still love you
Laziest?: me
Hyperest?: we all have our time
Craziest?: hehe..everyone
Most outsane?: huh?
Most likely to end up in a mental institution?: me, jake, katlyn, umm..
Most creative?: katlyn
One you're closet too?: prolly..erica, anna, brittney, alex, kait, dee...and of course jake
Kindest?: molly
Most caring?: Dee
One you can count on always?: Erica
The oldest?: Dee

The youngest?:  brittney and alex
The shortest?: hehe..paige, molly, and brittney
The tallest?: dee
The one you love?: Jake  forever

The strongest physically?: Jalishia
The strongest emotionally?: i donno
The strongest mentally?: donno
The weakest physically?: donno
The weakest emotionally?: donno
The weakest mentally?: grrrrrr...I DONNO
The one who will let you cry on their shoulder?: prolly most of my friends..if they really care about me
The one who needs you to let them cry on your shoulder?: kait

Most easy going?: i donno
Most religious?: none of my friends really go to church
Most beautiful?: all of us
Most intelligent?: i donno..we all got problems
Strangest?: hehehe..Amanda
Weirdest?: haha..i donno...again we all have problems
Hottest?: all my friends are hot
The one of the opposite sex you care about the most?: Jake
The one of the same sex you care about the most?: thats hard..prolly my mini me..brittney
The one you've known the longest?: haha..erica anna and britt..ever since i was a baby..lol
The one who you're fighting with and wish you could make up with?: im not fighting with anyone at the moment
Richest?: paige
Poorest?: i donno
sickest: me..
Healthiest?: i donno
Most athletic?: i donno
Most likely to be president?: no one...we'd end up killing everyone
Most likely to invent a time machine, go back in time and invent computers?: hahaha...i donno
Most likely to die a virgin?: i dont know if any of my friends are virgins any more..heheheh

ARE YOU???
Understanding: doubt it
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: huh?
Insecure: i donno
Determined: i donno
Musically talented: i donno...grrr

Interesting: hahaha...ask my friends that one
Hungry: yes..F0o0o0o0o0o0oD
Casual: huh
Friendly: sure
Social: sometimes

Socially noticed: hahahahaha..uhh no
Underestimated: i dont know
Unmotivated: ahhhh big words...
Procrastinating: i dont know
Strong: to most peaople...
Special: i guess
Gifted: yes..im not weird im just gifted
Smart: thats a big no
Moody: sometimes
Childish: a lot
Independent:  i donno
Up for a challenge: depending on what it is then sure

Hard working: not at all..have you seen my grades?
Organized: kinda..
Healthy: i guess

Emotionally stable: haha
Shy: sometimes..for certain things
Difficult: sometimes...if you piss me off
Lacking vocabulary skills: yes i always ask how to spell stuff
Attractive: i dont think so..ask jake that
Aware: of some things
Bored easily: yes
Messy: yes..lol
Thirsty: yea..thanx for reminding me
Gullible: i donno

Responsible: not really
Obsessed: yes i have a lot of those..

Angry: not right now..but i get mad easaly
Sad: right now yes...
Happy: uhh hello did you read the one b4 this one..
Convincing: yes..
Careful: hehehe..of course
Trusting: yes
Contradicting: huh?
Careless: for some things
Schizophrenic: yes
Ill: sick..i wouldnt say ill
Talkative: yea i have problems shutting up sometimes
Curious: yes..and nosey
Indecisive: wtf? huh?
Legal: haha
Original:  oh yea..::looks at self:: uhh no
Different: yep
Ignored: yea but i dont care
Reliable: yes
Content: donno
Optimistic: yep
Deep thinker: i have problems thinking..so thats a no
Self-disciplined: huh?
Sleepy: nope
Lonely: yes
Mortal: i wish
Regretful: sometimes

10 Close Friends
1. Jake
2. katlyn

3. ashley

4. molly

5. paige

6. kait

7. alex
8. dee

9. michelle

10. emily
9 Things you like to do

1. be with jake

2. listen to music

3. hang out with friends

4. go to the movies

5. play guitar even though i cant play worth shit

6. eat

7. sleep

8. drink..alcohol

9. umm...i donno

Your Favorite Things

1. Jake
2. my friends

3. music...cant live without it

4.  HotTopic..i would die without it

5. Avenged Sevenfold

6. my room...its the only place where i can get away from everything

7. food...thats prolly why im so fat

8. uhhh..fuck

7 Things You HATE
1. not seeing jake

2. my parents

3. school

4. when my friends are mad at me

5. spiders

6. clowns

7. being alone

6 Things you like in the opposite sex

1. guys that wear make-up

2. the ones with piercings and tattoos

3. into the same music im into

4. chubby guys..there perfect to cuddle with..not the skinny ones when you hug them your hugging air pretty much

5. gothic, punk, emo, and screamo= sexy

6. the ones that are in bands

5 Things you hope to happen in the future

1. to marry jake

2. be in a band

3. go to paris!!!..my dream vacation

4. hopefully be bipoler free..its fucking up my life

5. to stop cutting..wait i already accomplished that..

4 Things you dont think you could live without

1. Jake

2. music

3. HotTopic

4. my friends

3 WISHES!

1. be with Jake froever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever......

2. to have a life time supply of HotTopic stuff